| laura k |
[Apr. 28th, 2004|02:09 pm] |
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| |  numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | linkin park | ] |
k laura, muwahaha despite my past tries to thinking i was starting a relationship with you, im pacin this to kinda show you that noone means as much to me as you do. ive decided and confided in myself that im not gonna go out with anyone until you come around. i know your thinking what a clown this fool is, i know he wont wait, if only you knew what ive been threw in the past 3 months you'd understand that i've bypassed alot of evil things just to get to a certain peace with my spirituality. what a sensual feeling it is when i hear from you, anyone else is dead to me, simply put i look at you as the light i've been seeking for a long time. i dont fiend for anything as i do for you in my mind, please be kind don't judge me badly because i have it bad for a beautiful girl who has always ran cross country threw my thoughts. left and right you've surprised me by keeping up with keepin in touch and i just want to say thank you. i am pretty alone in this world and im not looking for anyone but you. i won't be upset at any decision you make towards me, i just want you to be honest with me all the time and let me know what is really going on, and you do that just fine, laura, i can honestly say i love you, you have ALWAYS been that girl that i've ALWAYS wanted to be with. i never really ever saw where my mind was going with this i just knew that for some reason you held a tight grasp onto me and i never wanted you to let go. im sorry if this has made you think differently of me in a bad way, if so lemme know, i still love you tho
love always
craig |
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| hahahaha |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|10:57 am] |
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| |  hyper | ] |
ok, like the day before
open up the door
do ya want some more
thats when she said "for shore"
then she got pumped with 4
body dropped to da floor
blue busted in the door
and shot up this whore
15 bullets wounded this student who didnt miss you when you went twenty fifty miles away and you stay played
every single day, i lay victims laid, face to the pave, ravin is my fave, im changing this racing thought train in my brain or is it training my brain making me insane my new username for livejournal is (_______ 15 minutes's[time]) am i the one to blame for the holes in your brain? brb |
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| *Hot GiRLS LiSt* |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|01:03 am] |
1. Laura K - your number one.
2. Miranda - you can get with whenever you want :) haha
3. Amanda M - i miss our times together. im sorry for ever hurting you. i miss you so much and i wish i could see you again. i want you to know you are the only person i've ever been able to get interested in. your mind is so beautiful i love you! call me sometime.
4. Kenzi - your image still haunts me to this day, your so fucking hot you just dont know, or maybe you do... yeah you do :) regardless of what anyone has ever said to me about you i will always think of you as my kenzi i never listened to what anyone ever said about you anyways, they were just jealous ;)
5. Megan S - you know how much i miss you and yet you still continue to not give one flying shit about me. your sexy and you know that.
6. Megan S's Mom - haha! i had to put you on here, you are SO fucking hot! i miss you!
7. Amanda R - you are sexy too dont worry, you know you've always turned me on! Yeah!!! muwahaha i miss you!
8. Nicole B - you are a heartless fool. if you would just get over yourself you'd realize what your missing. sorry we didnt work out but you never loved me and i knew it. goodbye
9. Emily G - well, its over :) thanks for the life lesson.
10. Crystal - your pretty but you have no heart. |
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| Honesty Counts: |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|05:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | incubus - pardon me | ] |
true friends: mike ratliff, dan thornton
the only two people who threw thick and thin have been there for me when i need them the most. mike, youve been a great friend since i met you in colerain. dan, youve been a great friend ever since i met you at school. thank you both. dan im sure if you could get a ride youd visit me i know you would and mike youve visited me in milford, thank you.
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ive decided to change my hot girl list into a honest opinion on girls in my past + the rating they get (dont worry i wont be too cruel)
1. Miranda - you are the hottest girl i've ever met in my life. you can get with whenever you want ill always love you
2. Amanda M - i miss our times together. im sorry for ever hurting you. i miss you so much and i wish i could see you again. i want you to know you are the only person i've ever been able to get interested in. your mind is so beautiful i love you! call me sometime.
3. Kenzi - your image still haunts me to this day, your so fucking hot you just dont know, or maybe you do... yeah you do :) regardless of what anyone has ever said to me about you i will always think of you as my kenzi i never listened to what anyone ever said about you anyways, they were just jealous ;)
4. Megan S - you know how much i miss you and yet you still continue to not give one flying shit about me. your sexy and you know that.
5. Megan S's Mom - haha! i had to put you on here, you are SO fucking hot! i miss you!
6. Amanda R - you are sexy too dont worry, you know you've always turned me on! Yeah!!! muwahaha i miss you!
7. Nicole B - you are a heartless fool. if you would just get over yourself you'd realize what your missing. sorry we didnt work out but you never loved me and i knew it. goodbye
8. Emily G - well, its over :) thanks for the life lesson.
9. Crystal - your pretty but you have no heart.
10. Jesser - your sexy too but you have eric and i respect that because i think you two are good together. have fun qt
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Brit B - you've always been a friend of mine and i appreciate you not holding anything over my head from our past. i dont hold anything against you you know at least i hope you know that you make me happy, thank you.
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i am currently living in milford, my dad and his girlfriend split up and im living with her for a couple of weeks til my dad gets a place. i got my car fixed and i have no curfew, im getting my GED in early april, after that im taking classes at live oaks for computer science and probably gonna take the networking classes also, thats for anyone who cares about me.
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lifes deadly accusation's, got me pacing
patiently waiting, finding my mind at a racing,
point in time, overkillin the feelin and releasin the rhyme My IU skills are when I mean plea sees the rhyme I hear when i plead when I proceed through time.
the game is twisted, you have to be corrupt to inflict it |
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| friend of mine |
[Feb. 18th, 2004|07:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | incubus ~ nice to know you | ] |
your hate chases multiple cases
and erases your memories and flees the scene
your mind explodes when you cry and night
the quiet sigh of a less than super try
gets trampled on, keep rambling on
about he said she said bullshit
prove it, all friendships youll end up losing
confusing thoughts will corrode and rot
every semester of waking moments in time
moves you closer and closer,
to the simplest crime
Trust - its a given thing, the piston glistens with every ring - petty things hurt you more than ever, a clever pleasure hides underneath the lever, never confuse yourself with real people... youll never be true til you lie next to your steple
craig |
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| new icon |
[Feb. 6th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | prodigy - slap my bitch up | ] |
weeeeeeee its my favorite super saiyan 4 vegeta, he'll kick all your asses :) even tho he could teach his son to stop worrying about him so much, vegeta should just slap him up a few times haha.
cj |
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| heebie-jeebies |
[Feb. 6th, 2004|03:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | thankful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "snoop said this in 94, we dont love these hoes" | ] |
hrmmm... does n e one ever check this? i dont think so, then again it doesnt matter anyway, my life is one boring mess of jalopy. right now my life is headed up, i just got a job at arby's, im single, and my car will be fixed soon. im bout to get my GED then move out when i get enough money. life is good, ttyl homies
hold down tha n-brook 12-gauge
cj |
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| you know who you are: |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|11:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 50 cent justin timberlake - cry me a river rmx | ] |
she aint that chick from the burbs thats a stranger to drama
she that uptown girl with the cocky persona
when out of way to let her know that i wanna bone her
i told her i know for sure we belong together
and i wouldnt break her heart my intentions are better
and i shared the same dreams she had about cheddar
when the d's came she was down to hold the beretta
i had a thing for baby girl, no longer in my world
but she remains and contaminates my head
when all i wanna do is let her know, that she was just a hoe
always thinking i saw her at the corner sto
haha close them eyes of devious slut
and remember, i never gave a fuck :) |
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| rest fully in pieces |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|11:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 50 cent - get out the club! | ] |
theres a person lurking in and out of my mind
i wish i could kill him but he disapears in due time
he creates doubt, anger, and helps commit crimes
hes the one i hate and have all my life
he sneaks into conversations and takes away all my patience
and puts me in certain places... but i dont give a fuck
haha i got that rhythm from 50 cent:
"Them bitches think pussy precious
Them niggas they wanna test us
Got beef so we be wearin vest-es
Look I don't give a fuck nigga
Bitch I aint buyin no pussy
Nigga you'll die if you push me
Nigga you know I'm holy
Bitch picture me rollin"
cj |
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| subject... does not effect |
[Jan. 21st, 2004|12:59 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | music |
| | talib kweli & hi-tek: the blast | ] |
i want everyone out there to know that music is controlled and regulated by the government. music creates its own atmosphere in people's souls. the government knows this and has taken over so that no one else will be able to. the government creates certain music labels and hires bands, rappers, r&b singers, etc. to produce music for people to like. also to raise money.. sooner or later they will take over the public after they figure some genius plan out that will control peoples minds... its already in effect.
advice: watch your back and dont give personal information to anyone
cj ~ kowboy killa 4 life;
FTG!!!! fuck the government!!! |
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